daddy had left us one week already but everyone is still missing him and always jokes about him. there are things to settle for him especially the shop. mom is now taking his place part timely and she's gonna get busy from now on. there are things for her to catch up with and still new to all this stuff. sooner or later i might have to go back to the shop to help out also if the guy teaches me to mix the wine. at first i thought dreamt of working somewhere else is gone but now i also not sure that whether that guy wants to teach me anot. but for real my plans of going to kl work is totally gone as i have to take care of my mom and grandmother here. after hearing some issues here and there i felt like i'm still protected by God. i had always had in mind that the Lord is treating me very well as i haven't face the outside world for real. i heard that there are gangsters asking my dad for protection money and it was scary. now there are only 3 women in the house and we're to protect ourselves right now but still we need a man to be fierce enough to face people. God is very kind to me as He had given me more than 24 hours to talk to my father telling him to accept Christ.
as i told dear dear yesterday that i still missed daddy and told him that usually what he will do at night, i'm not really used to it to be alone who stay awake late at night. usually daddy also will stay up late. daddy is happy when i stay up late with him because he felt like that i'm accompanying him. suddenly i felt so lonely already. i wondered what my mom would feel as this all happen all of the sudden.
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