goodbye daddy, i'll be missing you

God had taken daddy back to His side last night. i am trying my best to fight back my tears as my mom is going strong to face through all this. my mom and i watched as daddy goes peacefully. he was smiling in his death. he's been in pain for 24 hours and the condition was getting worst, therefore we had to let him go. my heart drops as i watched the monitor showing is heartbeat is going down and down. mom told him to go peacefully and i told him that he don't have to worry about us, we will take care of ourselves. i prayed until the last minutes for a miracle to come but i really thanked God that i had the chance to tell him to follow Jesus and asked him to accept Christ. i almost couldn't sleep last night and i had dear dear chat with me until 3am. my mom went off to do stuff early this morning. she took my grandmother to see daddy and poh sing's staff were all there crying with daddy's godfather. my tears wouldn't stop flowing when mentioning about daddy. i managed to hold on last night for a period of time after praying. i couldn't eat anything since the day daddy was admitted to the hospital. i had no mood to do it but i know i must take care of myself as i had promised daddy. i must stay strong no matter what.