what about the future?

someone asked me, how come i am so calm and so free, don't have to think about the future? she's surprised when she heard me saying that i don't want to study for a degree because with a diploma at hand couldn't take me higher. so how come i can be so relax and no worries about anything? i told her that God has a plan for me and He already prepared it for me, therefore i'm not worried about it. last time i also thought about it what do i want to do in my future. will i always stay in an accounting firm and do tax? what do i really want to do with my life? when i was younger i never thought about what i'm going to do except at a certain time i want to be a writter but in the end i gave it up since i accepted Christ because the things that i wrote was not supposed to be written by a christian. i wrote and wrote for about 7 years but haven't finish a single story. i wasted 7 years and fail to write a story and i was actually glad about it because it was not supposed to be publish by a christian. since now that i had a dear dear already, my future is more brighter. therefore i borrowed a bible to her and hope that she can understand then meaning of life with God and she can live a more exciting life with God.