my new laptop

i got my laptop yesterday!!!!! a brand new one...... finally it arrived after waiting for 2 weeks of ordering it......i'm having original software, original anti virus and everything is new!!!!!!!! i'm so happy but......i don't have anything to do in the internet anymore.....except downloading movies etc and checking mails and login to friendster. i just realised i don't have to online every night......and whenever i online, i felt boring after checking all my mails and it's not very much to check about. well, the sad thing is i ate a very big dead cat yesterday and i might not be attending convocation...... i've been waiting to attend it but my mom said it's trouble some and so on,i don't want to hear anything about this anymore so i just don't want to go anymore la. i've been busy for the whole week, everyday almost working until 9pm only go home, i went to work on saturday also......i'm tired and hurt mentally, spiritually and physically. work on saturday meaning feeding the mosquitoes with my blood......not to mention about eating a dead cat and got hurt in the heart........some people might think i'm still like a kid, little problem also cannot tahan..... i bet they are the ones who kept shouting at people don't disturb them la, don't come up with things la, they very fan la got many things to do la, don't like to tell the reason why they are angry la, kept saying that i won't understand la, bla bla bla bla bla and so on......they are the ones who don't know how to handle their anger and keep expecting people to know what they are thinking when they don't know what's going on...........sigh....... tired with these complains....... meanwhile there are some people who couldn't even say anything and forced to keep quiet at things, only can write in the blog and keep it all to themselves......hoping they will read it when they have time, but it was hopeless........sigh......nothing i can do but to develop more and more patient and swallow the cat...........