i don't know what to do

well, result's out......I GOT MY DIPLOMA!!!!!!!!!! i pass!!!!! i can graduate!!!!!!!! i can go for convo!!!!!!! it was unbelievable when wai leong told me that i pass my resit subjects and my name is on the graduate list. i was so scared to go check it at the first place, but after i heard i pass, i can't wait to go online right away to see it myself. this time i really pass all. thanked God for it. but later on i was sad because dear dear not coming to the convo and my mom said she doesn't want to go either. i was angry with them that night......ask me to understand their feelings then who would understand mine? after all one problem after another haunts me for the rest of the week. i've got bills to issue, forms to fill in, tax to do, take of my family (my uncle got rob and admit to hospital), sad because my mom and dear dear doesn't want to attend my comvocation, got commitments to pay.......gosh.....i felt like quitting and i really want a break! i couldn't even have a good day go for a movie or shopping with dear dear during his holidays, that's because he's busy taking care of his grandmother. and when i thought everything was over here comes another one. everyday from few weeks ago everybody's been working overtime to meet dateline by end of this month, and by this very busy month the daughter of my boss went complaining about what we're doing.of course she has the right to take care of things, but what she did was unreasonable, plus accusing us didn't do our work properly like she had nothing to do but to accuse us. in this peak period she's making us things that can be done later on and making us to have more burdens. i thought last week was my enjoying week where i ordered a new laptop, where i finally got some time to go for a movie with dear dear, where i was asked to consider to be baptist, picking up things and report that i missed in youth during my exam, found over RM100 for my 73 collection...........sigh............ i really wanted to cry in the office..... the pressure kept coming to the department i'm in......... speaking of how to face the pressure, i really don't know how to get the work done. i was so angry with it, i buzz it out to my family, i used words on it and i felt like i wanted to burn all the files in the cabinet and felt like i would just strike the company. this really making people go angry.